Friday, September 21, 2012

don't seem right to me...


Okay so I spent my day in the house all day while my babe, Jesse, was at work making the money :) and then when he was going to get out of work I was going to try to finish my homework for the day so we can spend time together.. Fun? Well yeah it was supposed to be then he walk in my house sits down and as I am typing up my homework says "Hey babe well today is my cousin's birthday so I'm going to go over there and make tacos and celebrate. Cool?" I just respond with "Yeah" I mean really?! I know it's family but he doesn't even ask me if i want to go and I don't know even why he said anything he was going to go anyway whether I said anything or not. So I'm just like whatever... 
So I get over it easy enough in an hour or so and i say to myself 'you know instead of being all upset why dont I make the best of the rest of the time I have with him and cuddle in my bed he likes to do that :)' So I tell him "lets go lay sown I'm done with my work for now." We lay down and we are giggling and cuddling and then me being as mean as I am starts to tease him by kissing his neck and stopping every so often. Just being a real meany lol. Eventually after some time I give him what every guy would want and he has his own happy ending... but during all this i discover that he invited his friends to celebrate his cousin's birthday with him but not me???? Really what the hell is that?? I didn't put two and two together till He had left and I was eating a PB&J sandwhich then bam!!! REVELATION!!! It just cam together so now I am left at home by myself and a bit ticked off...
I guess I just have to wait for him to come home to have a talk about what the hell was going through his head when he didn't invite me like I ment nothing to him.....MadBroken heartThumbs down